March 25th, 2005
|11:07 am - packed and ready con con con con con|
yup its that time of the year when freaks and geeks come out to play
for an entire weekend at Seattle's Sci Fi convention. My cousin and girlfriend got me into it last year and I had a blast. This year im attemptin to do as little drugs as possible but in the evening, you just cant escape it.......just like you cant escape all the atrociously fat women who patron this event.
so this year ive decided to dress up like the others. last year I saw a painting of a little boy with a skateboard and fairey wings. so im emulating it and it should be pretty cute. ill post the pics when ive sobered up. so for all thoes who will be there, I'll see you in a few. for all thoes who wont be showin up.....your missin out!
a few friends are creating a LAN party with a god room. this is really cool with first person shooters as the god room has a projecter which will be shooting the image onto a white wall with a fog machine to boot.....YAY CON!!
Current Mood: anxious
February 24th, 2005
|04:19 pm - grrrrr but happy for ya|
grrrrrrrrr, there is nothing worse than not being able to say goodbye to a great friend and companion.
im sorry that I didnt get the chance Jen, i'll miss you more than you'll ever know and I can only hope and pray that where ever you go, youll be happy........the day your not, call me. ill always be here for you......
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: back in school -deftones
February 15th, 2005
|03:29 pm - cant sleep.......clown will eat me........|
If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?
February 10th, 2005
|08:34 am - cant wait to scream!!|
did the gir thing last night....got myself in such hiserics through my anger that before I could get the frustration out.......I fell alseep. doh!!
I feel much better though :)
Current Mood: awake
February 9th, 2005
|01:52 pm - someone just told me this is wrong..........|
.....is it me? am I just to innocent? am i to neieve? I just dont recongize it for what it is.
am I being used?
is this just another game that I didnt know I was playing? if so when is it my turn, cuz im gonna start fucking some shit up if the rules arent fair!
I understand that certian sacrafices need to be made whilst in a relationship. sometimes its compramise, sometimes its materialistic.......
I hate money! I hate everything money stands for and produces. i'd rather not think about it and I certianly dont care about how it comes and goes........HOWEVER!
My father gave me some cash rather than a gift this year so I could do some shopping while in Calli. The girl and I spent a few days going out to different shops all over the place, from the beaches to the inland empire. eventually she was down to about 20 bucks but still wanted a few key items and asked that I pay for it if she finds something that she really really wanted. "of coarse hunny :) not a problem at all, I have some cash left and I dont plan on spending all of it".
so the next day we go to the Skin Outlet. I found this wicked long skate board for a great deal. 55 bucks, can you believe it! Ive looked everywhere and couldnt find one under 150. "sweet, ill buy it!!"
so she picked out a few clothing items and we went to the register.
my board 55.00
the total bill 198.00
wait somethings wrong here........
did I just spend all of my birthday cash on my girlfriend and then some? meh.....I wont think about it.
but today she just told me that she made two car payments on accident and her account is a few hundred dollars short plus our insurance got cancled and she has no moola for food or our cell phone bill until next month........
so now I have to figure out a way to keep food in our bellys and a phone connection as well as her share of rent until she gets back on her feet.
someone told me I was being used........I thought I was just being a good boyfriend.....WTF?
Current Mood: annoyed
February 8th, 2005
|09:58 am - FAR OUT ANIMATION|
ok the links are in jap. so just look for the cursor to change on the letters. this is perhaps some of the coolest animation ive seen in a long time. check it out.
Current Mood: amazed
February 7th, 2005
|02:59 pm - CuZiN L0vIn|
ok i know im not suposed to get all squishy aboot bee day presents but my cousin got me just about the coolest gift ive ever recived.
As i was in Calli and unable to attend this years comic-con in Seattle. I was ever so upset as this year, Mr. Jhonen Vasquez (the creator of Invader Zim) would be appearing.
well my thoughtfull cuz decided to purchace the all mighty tallest (purple) figurine and have Jhonen sign it for me. well not only did he sign it but he drew me a pic on the cover and wished me a happy bee day. Thanks my fair cuz!! youve made my year!! NOW All WILL BOW TO ZIM!!!
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: my first single (M&M)
January 27th, 2005
|08:00 am - im a geek|
....hey ill admit it.
so im on this bowling team and we went to practice last night.....I ended up bowling a 212 which for some one like me is a fantastic feat. YAY
Current Mood: amused
January 25th, 2005
|10:56 am - bednobs and road trips|
I know, i know....its been forever since Ive looked at this site for blogging. ive found a site called my space that ive been posting on which is a little more user friendly. but im back.......cuz I dont know anyone on that site and why post if no ones gonna see it.
so for my birthday this year, ive decided to take a road trip to Calli for some quality time with family and friends. Weve decided to drive the length of three states via our car. it should be interesting getting through Oregon but i dont think we'll be in any danger.........he he. so i wish you all well and ill see you all in a few weeks.
Current Mood: cheerful
December 14th, 2004
|10:01 am - ADVICE!! i want it now or I want it eventually!!!|
boy where do I start...........got it........went in for a vasectomy consultation last week and learned a great deal of information about the procedure and my partner...
After the RN gave her shtick about it all she opened the floor for questions..of coarse the first thing the girl asks is, "is it reversable?" a very good question indeed for someone who would want to augment her boys body for our birth control needs...let me clarify things. I grew up in calli.....theres a mass overpopulation issue going on there and since the age of 12 I knew that i didnt want bio kiddies....my girl on the other hand wants chitlins like its going out of style and theres a half off sale. well the RN plainly stated that this is a perminate thing....yeah it can be reversed but id be out for over 6 weeks, its a major surgery! so had had to say that the two of us were of two different minds, she wanted kids and id rather adopt when im ready to have 'em. Anyhow, the fight broke out in the car ride home. she dosent seem to mind me going through this as long as she can have bio babies, I dont want that. she dosent want to compromise...I dont want to compromise if she dosent. then she put a stipulation on our relationship stating that if I have no intention of changing my mind on this matter then theres no point to our reltionship. well I called her on it and of coarse she said she didnt mean it. so we droped it and we havent discussed since then...so what did she mean....I cant seem to decipher the code here.....there are of coarse more details but I dont want to ramble on....just need some input.
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: past time paradice (stevie wonder)